As I get to spend the holidays in this beautiful ski resort in Switzerland, I kept hearing to talk about Angels and more specifically Angel Therapy and Meditating with Angels.
So grab a cup of tea call the kittie cat over and let me tell you about my encounter with the angelic realm...and how working with angels actually helped me launch my business several times over regardless of how insignificant I felt, how unloveable I felt, or how 'not ready' I felt.
12 years ago I was consistently numbing my feelings with a lot of overeating.
I was hypersensitive to the energies in Los Angeles and one way to numb how much fear and pain I felt after losing my mom to breast cancer was to eat as much carbs and fat as I could. Not just a little bit - large, overwhelming meals. I would feel the fear of figuring life out and run to the closest store to numb the fear with a box of chocolate cookies, sandwiches and if that didn't do it, I'd go eat a burrito. Thankfully my angels were watching over me and helped me out. I always felt them around me. Even with the horrible shame and disgust, I felt after overeating yet again. I had felt guided by my mom also right after she passed from her long fight with cancer. But when my mind decided to make me believe I was unsafe, and I believed it, food would be the only medicine. It took many years of me thinking I didn't need any help. Thinking I could 'control' the eating, only to have more uncontrollable eating sprees. Just like an alcoholic with alcohol, I thought I could control my eating until it became clear I could not.
I finally healed doing one thing.
I gave up. I handed the big ball of mess that I was over to a divine source. Something I felt was a lot wiser and capable than I was at the time. I read and re-read a specific prayer every day and every night. I kept a spiritual book by my bedside and just kept affirming I couldn't do it alone, I needed help and I was willing to turn to a higher power for help.
What saved me?
Leaning more deeply into my spiritual program along with Belonging community and service.
I decided to be of service to Spirit and the angelic realm in 2008. And not just a little bit. I took the leap full-on.
I took my waitressing shoes and my acting headshots and tossed both away determined to lean into my faith.
If this divine source was powerful enough to help me quit a devastating eating disorder, surely it was powerful enough to help me succeed and fulfill my prayer to be of service to women.
Within months I received my spiritual name that I used for 7 years as a full-time meditation teacher and energy healer (Danielle Dove).
Within 2 years I was leading my own certification retreats teaching Healing Dove Therapy and Earth Angels in Training - my own healing modality I used on my clients and channeled.
I was doing intuition development retreats all over the US, Europe, including one in Hawaii.
I did 22 sessions in one week with clients all over Paris (I got really good at riding the metro with my angel cards and crystals in my backpack) and I was teaching regular classes at sold-out events in gorgeous spiritual centers in Las Vegas.
I wrote and self-published 5 ebooks.
I still have meditation albums from those days sold online all over the world 10 years later.
That my friend is the result of surrender giving up saying "I don't got this"
God, you take the wheel.
And about the overeating? I lost the 40lbs quickly.
I have been a consistent size 4 ever since, even during the pregnancy, and later moving back to France by myself with a small baby, amidst two failed relationships, and one very abusive one.
Literally, the overeating to numb my fear has never come back.
And honestly, it's likely it will never come back.
Food is no longer something I fear or obsess over.
Once I felt just how much love there is and how much assistance there is with the angelic realm, with the divine, there's no going back.
With that said, before I go get diner ready for my now 9-year-old son (we just came back from a day of sleighing, videos to come soon) I was wondering how I can be of service to you this week and before we ring in the new year:
What questions do you have about angels?
Working with angels?
Calling them in?
What specific morning prayers could help you?
How to release feelings so you are less likely to numb them out with food?
Anything at all, ask me below!
Looking forward to your questions and comments in our FACEBOOK GROUP: TRAIN YOUR SUPER POWER.
If you've worked with angels before with me or others. Let's share angel stories this week!
With abundant blessings,
Alixe Kathleen Tracey uses her intuitive abilities to create success for extraordinary women ready to activate their success queen archetype and heal the maid/over giver smallness they feel around other women (and men) due to childhood trauma and abuse.
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